I've actually expressed my feelings and although they love somebody else...I'm glad I was "found out".
Now, I can try to move on and although there's days where I feel like my world revolves around this person...I have discovered a new part of myself that has begun to emerge and express itself through this medium...
My thoughts, feelings, and expressions will, from now on, be expressed through my little tumblr.
<3
P.S. Some of my posts will be my original work (signed -LuzMar&Luna). Mostly written poems, stories, and lyrics although lately I've been working on pictures (both taking and photoshopping).
Others: Will be reblogs (sometimes I'll add a little bit of me) CREDIT to whoever deserves it...Thank you for posting in the internet and sharing with the world. ^_^
CHECK OUT MY MUSIC, mainly KPOP, BLOG:
musiqueismyobsession.tumblr.com
I will never understand why the people who I care about enjoy hurting my feelings. Maybe it’s because I pretend like it doesn’t affect me. Maybe because they don’t really care about how I feel. Or maybe there’s something about me, as a person, that makes others want to hurt me. Sadly, I’m the type of person who will just take the emotional abuse rather then remove myself from the situation. When will I learn to pull away?
I hate life.
I hate life. Not because I don’t like living it but because I don’t know what my purpose is in it is. I wonder if I knew what that purpose was…would I feel the same as I do now.
I don’t plan on having kids, I don’t even plan on getting married. I don’t like anyone or have any feelings towards anyone in particular at the moment and when i have had feelings it hasn’t turned out the best so i don’t think love is part of the plan. So no love, no kids…no future in that department.
Career? I don’t know what i want anymore…I used to have a clear idea of where i wanted to be but it seems every time i make plans into the future someone decides my plan sucks and ruins it in one way or another I don’t have a clear idea of anything anymore and to be quite honest i’m getting really tired.
I have a meaningless job that seems to make my family ooh and ahh as if it was the greatest thing in this universe and it makes me feel disgusting because i keep thinking of how mediocre they and i are.
I feel like i have lost 2 years of my life….I graduated in 2009 and because of stupid things I haven’t been able to find a job…I actually haven’t looked for one really. I’m not sure why… I want to leave I feel so stupid in this country…but I have nothing to go to at my own home country. My dad lives in the house i grew up in and he lives there with his girlfriend….i live with my mom who drives me crazy…she has her own issues she needs to deal with which she takes out on me. It wouldn’t be so bad if I could deal with all of it but sometimes I just want to drive into a ditch and die or shoot myself in the head. Honestly I don’t see the point of anything…
I’m only 24…
Quote reblogged from ∞ with 427 notes
The problem is that most people don’t think of death… You are not aware that today you could die. Yes, you could. I could, we could all die today. But nobody thinks of that. OK. Maybe you’re thinking – why would I be thinking of death? Here’s why. If you knew that you COULD die today, how would you change your behavior? If you knew that there is no tomorrow, would you talk the same way to your mother and father, or anyone else that’s important to you.
Fight Club (via itsjeremiah)
WORD!
Source: rd5493
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NOW TAKING REQUESTS.
so it’s been MONTHS since we haven’t update and now we’d like to, so if you have any requests, just HIT UP the inbox.
Please keep in mind, school is happening right now and I cannot create scenarios daily but I WILL when I do have time.so yes, if you do have any requests, hit up the inbox and I will consider it <3
thank you!BB FIGHTING!
OMG!!! Is this real life???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
pinch me!! YOU’RE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILOVEYOU<3
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Quote reblogged from ∞ with 12 notes
It’s so easy to start loving someone but nearly impossible to stop.
Source: alleygator
Post reblogged from Las Palabras Del Silencio with 2,835 notes
“Ladies, you need to understand that as long as you got a vagina, you run the entire motherfucking universe. that’s the way it is. you need to understand that. ladies, i’m telling you, you gotta be the shit to you. stop waitin on a nigga to verify whether you the shit or not. bitch, if you the shit; you the motherfucking shit”
haha nice
i am the mother fucking shit. mwuahaha
WORD.
Agree!
(via forever-steph)
Source: thegoldencruz
Audio post reblogged from It's simple like a mountain is simple. with 316 notes - Played 3,870 times
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]Killing Me Softly // The Fugees
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